isabel_free (isabel_free) wrote,

Gran Torino, the Wrestler, and Don Juan DiMarco...

there are moments and stretches where i feel hopeful. people still want me in ways that i find quite flattering and endearing--emotionally, spiritually, erotically, intellectually, artistically.  but the dark moments are too dark.  mark saw me in the expression of the old dancer in the wrestler in the moments before she walked away.  don juan dimarco and i belong in an alternate realm, once one returns from the mystical to the mundane, nothing but shadows lay in wait, i don't want to, instead i want to
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